patteren : meta diaries
meta 10 :: an elastic proof: jack, tony, dexter and the affirmation algorithm : jack bauer : the middleware : selva oscura : bettelheim’s wound : mired in paralytic thinking : diana : he lives by a code : tony soprano and dexter morgan : not simple : profundity in perception : a different tonality of code : shame of incessant evaluation : two houses : successive rejection : the edge of a swimming pool : another jack : an older man : ‘vanishing point’ : the outcast : lack of it : skin transplant : john and i : john is the voice : image instantiated : essential quality : mired in the dreariness : 'brury day' : tricky bird : some guys and i were fixing a pipe : noir images : original noir characters : a loop : the third point : witnessing the thought process : we were making paintings : three points : an infinite amount : sacrificial people : the 'addictive' : inundated with images : three dream places : nostalgia and prescience : over investment in theta : feeble understanding : been etched :
meta 08

1|babel: logos, theta and the meta search
2|nostalgia: hidden variables; an elastic proof
3|salome, der erlkönig, virgilius and the meta flower

vermont : 'adamic' language : meta search : suspension of disbelief : allegory of poets : metaphorical truths : meta ta physika : without time (theta) : poetry and myth over history : logos : who god was talking to : more than a single being : music of the spheres : immutability of god : pricing options : truth shines more brightly : vast experiment : a basic unit : a single value : spenders and hoarders : fortune : in justice or in incontinence :

california : nostalgia : temps perdu : distinctly fishy : rhythm : sweet imagination : elastic and inelastic : more substitutions : ancient conjecture : [meta] layer : stronger in the end : respectable poverty : measures of rest : 'potential behaviors' : a rough-hewn precision : phase of intellectualization : uriel : satisfying version of existence :

chicago : 'man can do as he wills' : the 'absurd' : sphinx : salome, femme fatale : yggdrasil : an infinitude of points : der erlkönig : 'alb' : iohannis : virgilius grammaticus : 'roma', 'rosa' and 'rota' : threefold arboreal meta metaphor : flowers, flowers, flowers
meta 07

roji: stone and time : process: kandinsky and moveable feast : meta layer : thetalos: fermentation : a painter is one who can paint anything : the screen : line : pythagoras : overtone map : receptivity : paradox: dreams : senza tempo tinto : currency : options : time: process paradox : time: process sphere : meta phor : meta michaelangelo : meta: proslogion: gate : gate: circle : dante: gate : false door : aigil : canopus : sacred stone : amphisbaena : map: will and intellect : notitia abstractiva : paradox: beatrice : classical orders : venus